to everyone who reads this that I have hurt in any way shape, or form. I am sorry. do not give me any pity, for I want none. I only wish that I could meet you in real life and shake your hand to tell you how sorry I am. I have caused nothing but pain and sorrow for those here. I am sorry. do not comment to this if it is to console. it will be deleted. I only deserve pain and suffering. one final time, I am sorry.